Hard days!

Well let's just say yesterday didn't start on a good note, I thought I was getting awoken by my mom to get up and go to Youth Council, but I looked at the clock and thought it's still to early to get up!! So then next thing I know she is telling me the news of my grandmas passing in Puerto Rico, I couldn't believe it was really I thought I was waking up to a bad dream and that I would wake up and everything would be ok but it wasn't, everything my mom said was true and was not a dream. I started to cry and stay in bed for the day and never get up, but I had to be strong for my dad I couldn't even imagine what he was going through, losing his mom.
So I decided that I had to go on with the day and go to Youth Council, it was my last meeting for the summer and the last meeting for the seniors who graduated to say goodbye, which was another hard thing for me because I will really miss them!
I found out when I got home my cousins and aunts and uncle were coming here to fly out for Puerto Rico today, so I had to hurry up and help clean the house so they would have somewhere to stay. We all ended up only having about an hour and half of sleep before they all had to be at the Airport, all the rustle and bustle going on in the house was crazy at 4am, but they all got it together quickly and headed off on their long day of travels. Before my dad left I kissed him good bye and wished him Happy Father's Day, and I said I loved him and to be safe on his travels. I'm going to miss him soo much this week and praying for him that he is ok with these hard times the family is going through, but we will all get through it because she is in a better place and is not suffering anymore. I will miss my grandma a lot even though I didn't see her very much, I will remember everything she taught me about cooking and our fun trip to New York last year and cherish it always!!
Te quirero mucho para siempre abuela!! <3>